I don't know what the fuck I did to deserve this but everything is falling apart.
I was hit by a sharp pain in my upper pelvis lower abdomen area, left side, a few days ago. It has gotten progressively worse and now I can hardly bare to stand up or sit down. A sneeze is a freaking death wish.
The teller that signed me up for my bank account signed me up for the wrong one so my bank has been charging me a maintenance fee. Then it throws my account negative and charges me an account negative fee. It's screwing me over on being able to pay my fucking rent.
Thomas is still out of town visiting his dad. His grandpa is in the hospital and might die. He needs me to be there for him and I'm barely holding myself together physically or emotionally.
Wonder Wander Girl Ready To Get A Hold Of Some Pain Killers
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I get excited about that shit and I want to know if anyone actually reads my BULLSHIT RANTS
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WonderWanderGirl ;b
Fuck You
So, I haven't posted in a while because things got really crazy around here. Thomas's mom went totally BATSHIT CRAZY and went PSYCHO every time I wanted to talk to him in any way shape or form because he told her he wanted to get a job. Yes, the 21 year old man got psycho attacked by his mother for wanting a job. Right now he is visiting his dad in Illinois and he'll be back mid August, which SUCKS. I had a miscarriage 2 years ago this month and I'm an emotional hormonal WRECK and guess who gets to deal with it ALONE crying in her bed every night like a character in a bad movie: THIS GIRL.
On top of that Kayne is being a DICKHOLE and doesn't want Thomas to move in when all he does is FIGHT WITH HIS BOYFRIEND! Who doesn't pay for gas and spends his money on keeping his phone on and overpriced medical bills he can fight in court but would rather spend BILL MONEY putting a tiny scuff (not even a dent) in than actually have to CONFRONT SOMETHING. Then Kayne and I spend all the money we have on bills and groceries and gas so when the end of the month bills come and we have to use Shawn's child support check (he's only 20 and his dad still pays) for bills he gets PISSY. But my bf who's in COLLEGE and getting money and job experience is soooooo much worse of a candidate. -.-
We're moving into a new apartment because the trailer we live in is HELL. We moved in and didn't know it was infested with FLEAS AND BED BUGS! Then the owner tried to say we brought it with us. BITCH! WE DIDN'T HAVE THIS PROBLEM AT YOUR OTHER PLACE YA DOUCHE! So we're moving into an actual apartment where if I have no door THE LANDLORD REPLACES THE BITCH. I have no door right now btw. It was gone before we ever moved in and we were assured that it would be fixed in a couple days. 6 months later and were OUT! The manager of the park was lying to the owner (who is also her husband) and told us we could pay on the 7th of every month no problem and he DIDN'T APPROVE OF THIS. Fucking stupid ass people.
So we're moving but Kayne is all pissed off at my bf because my bf has had his head up his ass and has been believing his mom's lies and keeps giving her chance after chance after chance but I finally put a stop to it and NOOOOO. NOW that everything is settled he can't move in. WHATEVER. He'll get his prissy ass over it and Thomas will move in as soon as he get's back in town *ironic hair flip*
My sister is in town. She's staying with my grandma but my dad told her she couldn't hang out with me because I'ma "Bad influence". Yes the girl with a full time job who sits on Tumblr and blogging (now, sorry guys) all weekend instead of going to clubs is the satanist influence over the grandma who blames everyone else for her problems and manipulates people and blames her old gambling addiction on being demon possessed. I'M the bad one. Whatever. I moved down here because they promised support and love and all I got was used and bitched at. Fuck family. Blood means NOTHING.
My job sucks. My boss hates me for absolutely no goddamn reason. He's had it out for me since day one. Every tiny insignificant mundane out-of-date rule that ever was I have to follow, when literally NO ONE ELSE has to. Even employees that he outwardly hates. I don;t get it. What did I ever do to you dick munch?
Whatever.
I have a lot to bitch about and not a whole lot to be positive about. I think "Hey, at least you're not dead." But misery and despair are worse than death to me. I'm not trying to be some edgy little emo kid (even though my profile picture does depict that. It was like 7 years ago guys, let it go) I am legitimately morbidly depressed, and I try to pull myself out of it but I'm going it alone and It's not working out too well in my favor.
WonderWanderGirl: out
On top of that Kayne is being a DICKHOLE and doesn't want Thomas to move in when all he does is FIGHT WITH HIS BOYFRIEND! Who doesn't pay for gas and spends his money on keeping his phone on and overpriced medical bills he can fight in court but would rather spend BILL MONEY putting a tiny scuff (not even a dent) in than actually have to CONFRONT SOMETHING. Then Kayne and I spend all the money we have on bills and groceries and gas so when the end of the month bills come and we have to use Shawn's child support check (he's only 20 and his dad still pays) for bills he gets PISSY. But my bf who's in COLLEGE and getting money and job experience is soooooo much worse of a candidate. -.-
We're moving into a new apartment because the trailer we live in is HELL. We moved in and didn't know it was infested with FLEAS AND BED BUGS! Then the owner tried to say we brought it with us. BITCH! WE DIDN'T HAVE THIS PROBLEM AT YOUR OTHER PLACE YA DOUCHE! So we're moving into an actual apartment where if I have no door THE LANDLORD REPLACES THE BITCH. I have no door right now btw. It was gone before we ever moved in and we were assured that it would be fixed in a couple days. 6 months later and were OUT! The manager of the park was lying to the owner (who is also her husband) and told us we could pay on the 7th of every month no problem and he DIDN'T APPROVE OF THIS. Fucking stupid ass people.
So we're moving but Kayne is all pissed off at my bf because my bf has had his head up his ass and has been believing his mom's lies and keeps giving her chance after chance after chance but I finally put a stop to it and NOOOOO. NOW that everything is settled he can't move in. WHATEVER. He'll get his prissy ass over it and Thomas will move in as soon as he get's back in town *ironic hair flip*
My sister is in town. She's staying with my grandma but my dad told her she couldn't hang out with me because I'ma "Bad influence". Yes the girl with a full time job who sits on Tumblr and blogging (now, sorry guys) all weekend instead of going to clubs is the satanist influence over the grandma who blames everyone else for her problems and manipulates people and blames her old gambling addiction on being demon possessed. I'M the bad one. Whatever. I moved down here because they promised support and love and all I got was used and bitched at. Fuck family. Blood means NOTHING.
My job sucks. My boss hates me for absolutely no goddamn reason. He's had it out for me since day one. Every tiny insignificant mundane out-of-date rule that ever was I have to follow, when literally NO ONE ELSE has to. Even employees that he outwardly hates. I don;t get it. What did I ever do to you dick munch?
Whatever.
I have a lot to bitch about and not a whole lot to be positive about. I think "Hey, at least you're not dead." But misery and despair are worse than death to me. I'm not trying to be some edgy little emo kid (even though my profile picture does depict that. It was like 7 years ago guys, let it go) I am legitimately morbidly depressed, and I try to pull myself out of it but I'm going it alone and It's not working out too well in my favor.
WonderWanderGirl: out
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